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Tag Archives: anxiety
The last post…?
Last Saturday was a huge day in my life history calendar. Six years ago I was diagnosed with multiple Myeloma. Each year that passes makes that day, 4 Feb 2011, more and more significant and makes me more aware how lucky … Continue reading
Relatively normal
Oh my goodness, how long has it been since I properly wrote anything here? Those of you who are distant strangers may well have feared that I was no longer around. I am! I am still very … Continue reading
Posted in * Myeloma
Tagged Aciclovir, allo, allogeneic stem cell transplant, anxiety, auto, autologous stem cell transplant, Azithromycin, Becotide, Cancer, Chondroitin, cramp, ECP, extracorporeal photopheresis, Glucosamine, Graft versus Host Disease, GvHD, Imatinib, joint pain, lucky, lungs, normal, Omeprazole, Penicillin, Prednisolone, respiratory, scleroderma
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Identity shift
On 16 April, I was eleven months post-transplant. That’s almost a year! And what a celebration I’m going to have for my one-year anniversary, on 16 May! But for now, I’m quite content with quietly appreciating how well things are … Continue reading
Posted in * Myeloma, Emotional health
Tagged allogeneic stem cell transplant, anxiety, appetite, back pain, disabled, energy, fatigue, identity, mini-allo, remission, responsibility, stamina, stem cell transplant, stronger, surrender, transplant, trust, Wales, work
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Travellin’ shoes
Norway was amazing. My worries and anxieties came to nought in the end. I was never cold and only fell over once, in lovely soft snow. All the gear I bought did exactly what was required. Ice grippers are a … Continue reading
Posted in * Myeloma
Tagged anxiety, confidence, Dexamethasone, fatigue, Graft versus Host Disease, GvHD, holiday, kidney impairment, pre-existing condition, remission, steroids, travel, travel insurance, vacation
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The ‘C’ word
I’ve put off writing this post for a few weeks because I’ve been getting my own head around the ramifications, before sharing it with the world and having to deal with people’s reactions, as much as anything else. At my … Continue reading
Resting
I’ve been busy. I’ve been very busy. Although it may not seem like it, even to me, I’m doing a lot for someone at this point in recovery. And that’s the crucial point! It’s easy to think, over eight months … Continue reading
Posted in * Myeloma
Tagged anxiety, depression, fatigue, Sleep, stem cell transplant, transplant, volunteering, writing
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Devastated!
Tuesday morning rolled in with a new, faint sense of excitement as finally I was going to my first counselling appointment with Mandy at the Maggies Centre that morning, and that afternoon I would be starting a PTLLS course (Preparing … Continue reading
Posted in * Myeloma, Emotional health
Tagged anger, anxiety, bone marrow biopsy, grief, light chains, Maggies Centre, PTLLS, relapse, remission, shock, unfair
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